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Date:2006-12-16 00:39
Mood: annoyed

So the semester will finally be done on Monday. All I have is an algebra final and I have an essay to turn in for my wester civ class which will be easy to bullshit my way through since thats easy to get away with at MATC. They're all the basic classes that I need to get in to the school of education at UWM anyway and arent really applicable to my degree, I really dont think Ill be needing to explain the invesiture conflict to anybody while Im interpreting.

Bill was supposed to start at MMI in Feburary but surprise surprise we're having problems with them again. They told Bill in September (after the dumbass financial aid adivsor lost or shredded his financial aid papers) that they would give him teh exact same schedule that he was supposed to have in fall semester which would work perfectly with my school schedule and work. The day after I signed up for my spring classes Bill called and they gave him a schedule that is in the middle of the afternoon and would be impossible have a fulltime job with espeacially since we share a car and can in no way afford 2 cars, the since we work in Middleton and the busses only run till 11 that wasnt an option. So Bill has to wait until fall to go to school again cuz apparently that is the only time they have morning classes for 1st semester students, which means Bill will still be in school here in Madison while Im going to Milwaukee so one of us will have a very long commute for school. Probably me since I figuer Im not going to have classes on a daily basis like Bill will and I dont really want to live in Milwaukee anyway. I really wish MMI wasnt the only school in the state with a music mixing/engineering program. There is a school in Chicago and in the twin cities but Madison is just more convinient. So I guess we'll see what happens.

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Date:2005-07-01 12:48

I havent update in a long time so I suppose I will now, that I have a little bit of free time to do so. So I'll just briefly update of the happenings of the past month or two i guess.

Got in a car accident, and an estimated $4,500 worth of damage was done to my car, luckily my insurance covered it though just $500 more damage and my car would have been totaled.

Got back together with Bill :)

Me, Bill, Ben and Jeremy decided to go to Nashville, TN to go to the Norma Jean video shoot and see them in concert with The Chariot. Though the show kicked ass and was worth it not only because it was an amazing show, but we met band members and got free merch for driving 620 miles, I will never go to Nashville again...1) Any city which I enter and the first thing I see is a huge billboard that says "Jesus saves, and so do southern baptists" is not a city I should be anywhere near, it was at that point I remembered we were in the bible belt and I felt really really out of place. 2) Nashville has the distinct smell of urine 3) Country music EVERYWHERE YOU TURN. Driving though IL sucked too...especially once we got to southern IL and started seeing signs for gunssavelives.com.....and 500ft tall crosses. For some reason, though I was the youngest and the only girl i drove all the way there and back. Well I guess it makes sense becuase both Bill and Ben dont have a license. Anyways all in all it was a good trip...and hardcore kids with southern accents is hilarious.

FINALLY got my car back TODAY..exactly one month after the accident. Only had to pay $75 though

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Date:2004-12-25 16:00

You Know You're From Wisconsin When...

You can taste a difference in cheese made somewhere else(I think I could)

You own at least one tie with a or peice of jewelry with a Green Bay Packer theme(Hell fucking no but Im sure I did when I was little)

You can find and pronounce : Eau Claire, Oconomowoc, Menomonee Falls, Waukesha, and La Crosse, Fond du Lac. (Ineed I can, but I think anyone can they are not that hard to pronounc)

You can correctly spell Milwaukee.(Yup)

You know what "bubbler" means.(Yeah...I ususally call it a water foutain now though)

At least one of your family members works / worked in a cheese factory.(Nope)

A holstein cow outside of Wisconsin makes you miss home.(Not really, i dont see many cows actually)

You can taste the difference between apples grown up north and the ones that you can buy in the south.(Highly doubt it)

When talking about the Green Bay Packers you refer to them as "we".(I dont talk about the Green Bay Packers)

When the weather hits 0 degrees you decide that maybe it's time to get out a jacket instead of a sweatshirt.(Yes...only because I lost the inside to my winter coat at some point when I was drunk and still have yet and buy a new coat)

The family gets together every week for fish fry at the local pub.(Not every week...fish frys are fucking good though)

You know what a brat is, and they're at every outdoor event that your family has ever had.(Brat Fest hell fucking yeah)

You know how to make a very good sled out of normal household items.(I can but they never worked extremely well)

Your love you outdoor pool because of how it doubles as an ice skating area during the winter.(never had an outdoor pool...and the pool would crack if you let the water freeze in it)

You can tell the difference between the smell of cow manure and pig manure.(I do not now or have i ever lived on or near a farm and cannot smell the differense in manure..all smells the same)

You have watched Fargo and not noticed an accent.(I did notice the accent and I really really hope I dont not sound like that)

You drive around with the air conditioning on until it hits 30 degrees, because it just was so darn hot outside.(Air condidtioning is rarely on in my car)

The local paper needs 6 pages to cover the Packers... in July!(sad but true)

Your best shirt has a big letter G on it.(change the g to an a and make it say Atreyu then yeah)

You've said "Of course they'll win. They're God's team."(I would shoot myself if I ever said that....well not really but you get the point)

You think it's nice enough to swim when the temperature hits 50.(...yeah)

You family owns a "winter car" while the "good one" sits in the garage from Nov-Apr.(if we had money we would have but we were always poor..I do know familys like that though)

Your put ketchup on a charcoal grilled NY strip steak.(No)

You live in a house that has no front steps, yet the door is one yard above the ground.(Theres many steps in front of my house actually)

You think everyone from south of Madison has an accent.(South of Illinois maybe, actually some Chicago people have accents)

You can identify a Michigan accent.(Not really I dont meet many Michigan people though)

Down South to you means Chicago.(down south to me means stupid hicks who voted for Bush)

Traveling coast to coast means going from Superior to Milwaukee.(....no..they arent even across the state from eachother, ones on the north shore and one is on the east shore. So that doesnt make sense)

You can make sense out of the words "upnort" and "Trivers".(Not really)

You have to go to Florida to get a tan in August.(Its actually quite warm here in August)

You consider Madison exotic.(No I live here..but I do like it and it could seem exotica to small town people...theres alot of different kinds of people that live here)

You can visit Luxemburg, Holland, Belgium, Denmark, Berlin, New London & Poland all in one afternoon.(Dont forget Whales)

You can recognize someone from Illinois from their driving.(Yeah they drive liek fucking assholes it pisses me off)

You buy cat litter every winter, but you don't own a cat.(Salt not cat litter)

At least twice a year, the kitchen doubles as a meat processing plant or cannery.(Hell no we dont hunt)

You know what to do with a Blatz.(Ewwwww close to one of the worst beers EVER made..next to Pabst Blue Ribbon)

You don't have a coughing fit from one sip of Pabst Blue Ribbon.(Only because I would never touch that beer)

Bucky the Badger hangs on your Christmas tree even if you didn't go to University of Wisconsinm Madison.(true)

You're a member of the Polar Bear Club and proud of it.(fuck no)

You can use the word "ya der hey" easily in a sentence(I could but I wouldnt)

You hear someone use the words "uff-dah" and you don't immediately break into uncontrollable laughter.(I would silently laugh to my self)

Your whole family wears green and gold to church on Sunday.(no)

Your idea of creative landscaping is a statue of a cow next to your blue spruce.(um no)

You know how to polka. (no)

You own a cheesehead (no)

You have cow pharaphenilia around your house, including your pajama pants ( I do have pajama pants with cows on them)

You know what a FIB is and can spot them a mile away. (I have no clue what an FIB is)

You think of the major four food groups as cheese, beer, brats and Jell-O salad with marshmallows.(Gotta love Wisconsin)

FFA was the most popular club in high school(We didnt have one)

You have eaten a cow pie at the State Fair.(no)

There was at least one kid in your class who had to help milk cows in the morning(im sure there was)

Country Kitchen is the place to meet after the party(Dennys)

You have ever seen or played in a "broom ball" game.(yea)

You have ever partied at Summerfest, Festa Italiana, German Fest, Irish Fest, Oktoberfest, or all of the above.(No...)

You or someone you know was a "Dairy Princess" at a county fair. (I sorta knew someone who was Alice in Dairyland thats close)

You can't be friends with a Vikings fan(who cares)

Your idea of diversity is having black, white, and brown cows.(not quite)

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Wisconsin.

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Date:2004-12-03 21:41

I think Bill got me sick...he stayed home from work yesterday because he was sick and now I have a cold, but what he had it hurt to breathe so maybe I dont have the same thing, the good thing is he said he is going to try and quit smokeing for awhile so maybe he'll stop being sick so much.

Im definetly going to try to work full time at CapTel because if I do Ill be makeing about 1200-1400 a month there, plus the 660 from WPS and the 160 from Rossarios so I finally wont be poor anymore and i can pay off my tickets, fix my car or get a new one, and buy christmas presents.

ANYONE IN THE MADISON AREA: Kept (Bill's band) has a show at the Loft on Saturday December 11th..im not sure of the time or the cost probably about $5 YOU SHOULD ALL GO...well if youre into that kinda music. They are kind of like a harder version of Atreyu but they are very good and no im not just saying that because my boyfriend is the guitarist they are seriously really good, and this is only thier 2nd show so they need the support.

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Date:2004-11-11 15:11
Subject:I felt you slip away, so far away from me
Mood: blah

Ive heard they are going to cut our division at WPS. I really really hope I dont get fired because I really need that job, as much as I hate it its pays really well. I dont really think they will though because they just trained a ton of new people.

Steve still keeps on calling and texting me asking for another chance. He had a fucking year and a half. That seems like long enough to have far to many chances. Its starting to get kind of annoying.

Bill keeps saying I should dred my hair..I dont know if I really want to but I'll think about it. If I ever did Id want to put in those extensions that are either made of yarn or wool and can be any color you want. I like the way those look. And Bill would dred it for me so I wouldnt have to pay anyone and free things are good...I dont know if I could go long periods of time with out washing my hair though.

And a survey done out of boredom.

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Date:2004-11-05 15:12
Subject:Oh Canada
Mood: tired

11 states banned gay marriage. Goodbye freedom, hello natzi germany and religous persecution. I guess it because I live in a strongly liberal area that I dont understand how people can think this way. Are parts of the country brainwashed? Or stuck in the 1950's? Its just beyond my comprehension.

A friend of mine recently went into planned parenthood to get a pregnancy tested. And when she asked if it was positive if she could have an abortion these are the exact words said to her, "We're sorry but President Bush has banned abortions" Im seriously scared. In the slim chance I do get pregnant, I dont have health insurance. It costs thousands of dollars to have a baby. I dont have that kind of money. Hell Id have to save up for an abortion which is only $400. Im scared to live in America. I never thought I would or anyone would say that. Land of the free..what a fucking joke.

I had a job interview today. I hope they hire me cuz I think CLA is going to fire me soon because the whole TB test thing got fucked up. Oh well Ill make more at this job anyways and it will be alot funner.

Bill's training class got done with training and moved to the building Im in. And out of all the units in the entire building he got put in mine. I dont know if its a good or a bad thing. Because on one hand I get to see him alot at work and on the other hand I'll see him all the time. And in the past I havent liked being around my boyfriends constantly, but Bill isnt clingly like all my past boyfriends have been so i guess it will be ok.

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Date:2004-11-04 13:44
Subject:First Entry
Mood: blah

So this will be my 1st entry in my 3rd journal. I moved here because no one knows im here so for the time being this journal will be public, but will probably be made friends only because Ive been followed to other journal sites before and was forced to make those friends only.

So Bush has won, and the country will probably go to hell now. All I can say is I want to live in Canada, becuase I dont want to be stripped of my right or die on account that stupid Americans elected a dumbass chritian war monger for president. It still hasnt really hit me that we're in for another 4 years.

I dropped out of my first semester of college, and plan to go back in the fall or next spring and get a degree in business, but knowing me that could change at anytime. Right now im just working...alot.

I'll make a real update eventually....

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